"Ah me,"she sighed gently,"how beautiful she will be!How beautiful!And all of them will fall at her feet,as is not to be wondered at.And it was always so all her life,even when she was an infant,and all gave her her will because of her beauty and her power.She hath a great power.Barbara and I are not so.We are dull and weak,and dare not speak our minds.It is as if we were creatures of another world;but He who rules all things has so willed it for us.He has given it to us for our portion--our portion."Her dull,poor face dropped a little as she spoke the words,and her eyes fell upon the beauteous tiny shoes,which seemed to trample even when no foot was within them.She stooped to take one in her hand,but as she was about to lift it something which seemed to have been dropped upon the floor,and to have rolled beneath the valance of the bed,touched her hand.It was a thing to which a riband was attached--an ivory miniature--and she picked it up wondering.She stood up gazing at it,in such bewilderment to find her eyes upon it that she scarce knew what she did.She did not mean to pry;she would not have had the daring so to do if she had possessed the inclination.But the instant her eyes told her what they saw,she started and blushed as she had never blushed before in her tame life.The warm rose mantled her cheeks,and even suffused the neck her chaste kerchief hid.Her eye kindled with admiration and an emotion new to her indeed.
"How beautiful!"she said."He is like a young Adonis,and has the bearing of a royal prince!How can it--by what strange chance hath it come here?"She had not regarded it more than long enough to have uttered these words,when a fear came upon her,and she felt that she had fallen into misfortune.
"What must I do with it?"she trembled."What will she say,whether she knows of its being within the chamber or not?She will be angry with me that I have dared to touch it.What shall I do?"She regarded it again with eyes almost suffused.Her blush and the sensibility of her emotion gave to her plain countenance a new liveliness of tint and expression.
"I will put it back where I found it,"she said,"and the one who knows it will find it later.It cannot be she--it cannot be she!
If I laid it on her table she would rate me bitterly--and she can be bitter when she will."She bent and placed it within the shadow of the valance again,and as she felt it touch the hard oak of the polished floor her bosom rose with a soft sigh.
"It is an unseemly thing to do,"she said;"'tis as though one were uncivil;but I dare not--I dare not do otherwise."She would have turned to leave the apartment,being much overcome by the incident,but just as she would have done so she heard the sound of horses'feet through the window by which she must pass,and looked out to see if it was Clorinda who was returning from her ride.Mistress Clorinda was a matchless horsewoman,and a marvel of loveliness and spirit she looked when she rode,sitting upon a horse such as no other woman dared to mount--always an animal of the greatest beauty,but of so dangerous a spirit that her riding-whip was loaded like a man's.
This time it was not she;and when Mistress Anne beheld the young gentleman who had drawn rein in the court she started backward and put her hand to her heart,the blood mantling her pale cheek again in a flood.But having started back,the next instant she started forward to gaze again,all her timid soul in her eyes.
"'Tis he!"she panted;"'tis he himself!He hath come in hope to speak with my sister,and she is abroad.Poor gentleman,he hath come in such high spirit,and must ride back heavy of heart.How comely,and how finely clad he is!"He was,in sooth,with his rich riding-habit,his handsome face,his plumed hat,and the sun shining on the fair luxuriant locks which fell beneath it.It was Sir John Oxon,and he was habited as when he rode in the park in town and the court was there.Not so were attired the country gentry whom Anne had been wont to see,though many of them were well mounted,knowing horseflesh and naught else,as they did.
She pressed her cheek against the side of the oriel window,over which the ivy grew thickly.She was so intent that she could not withdraw her gaze.She watched him as he turned away,having received his dismissal,and she pressed her face closer that she might follow him as he rode down the long avenue of oak-trees,his servant riding behind.
Thus she bent forward gazing,until he turned and the oaks hid him from her sight;and even then the spell was not dissolved,and she still regarded the place where he had passed,until a sound behind her made her start violently.It was a peal of laughter,high and rich,and when she so started and turned to see whom it might be,she beheld her sister Clorinda,who was standing just within the threshold,as if movement had been arrested by what had met her eye as she came in.Poor Anne put her hand to her side again.
"Oh sister!"she gasped;"oh sister!"but could say no more.
She saw that she had thought falsely,and that Clorinda had not been out at all,for she was in home attire;and even in the midst of her trepidation there sprang into Anne's mind the awful thought that through some servant's blunder the comely young visitor had been sent away.For herself,she expected but to be driven forth with wrathful,disdainful words for her presumption.For what else could she hope from this splendid creature,who,while of her own flesh and blood,had never seemed to regard her as being more than a poor superfluous underling?But strangely enough,there was no anger in Clorinda's eyes;she but laughed,as though what she had seen had made her merry.
