His convalescence was a long one and he lay quietly looking out of the window at the magnolias and causing very little trouble to anyone. Carreen liked him because of his placid and unembarrassed silences.She would sit beside him through the long hot afternoons, fanning him and saying nothing.
Carreen had very little to say these days as she moved, delicate and wraith-like, about the tasks which were within her strength. She prayed a good deal, for when Scarlett came into her room without knocking, she always foundher on her knees by her bed.The sight never failed to annoy her, for Scarlett felt that the time for prayer had passed.If God had seen fit to punish them so, then God could very well do without prayers.Religion had always been a bargaining process with Scarlett.She promised God good behavior in exchange for favors.God had broken the bargain time and again, to her way of thinking, and she felt that she owed Him nothing at all now.And whenever she found Carreen on her knees when she should have been taking an afternoon nap or doing the mending, she felt that Carreen was shirking her share of the burdens.
She said as much to Will Benteen one afternoon when he was able to sit up in a chair and was startled when he said in his fiat voice:“Lets her be, Miss Scarlett. It comforts her.”
“Comforts her?”
“Yes, she's prayin'for your ma and him.”
“Who is‘him'?”
His faded blue eyes looked at her from under sandy lashes without surprise. Nothing seemed to surprise or excite him.Perhaps he had seen too much of the unexpected ever to be startled again.That Scarlett did not know what was in her sister's heart did not seem odd to him.He took it as naturally as he did the fact that Carreen had found comfort in talking to him, a stranger.
“Her beau, that boy Brent something-or-other who was killed at Gettysburg.”
“Her beau?”said Scarlett shortly.“Her beau, nothing!He and his brother were my beaux.”
“Yes, so she told me. Looks like most of the County was your beaux.But, all the same, he was her beau after you turned him down, because when he come home on his last furlough they got engaged.She said he was the only boy she'd ever cared about and so it kind of comforts her to pray for him.”
“Well, fiddle-dee-dee!”said Scarlett, a very small dart of jealousy entering her. She looked curiously at this lanky man with his bony stooped shoulders, his pinkish hair and calm unwavering eyes.So he knew things about her own family which she had not troubled to discover.So that was why Carreen mooned about, praying all the time.Well, she'd get over it.Lots of girls got over dead sweethearts, yes, dead husbands, too.She'd certainly gotten overCharles.And she knew one girl in Atlanta who had been widowed three times by the war and was still able to take notice of men.She said as much to Will but he shook his head.
“Not Miss Carreen,”he said with finality.
Will was pleasant to talk to because he had so little to say and yet was so understanding a listener. She told him about her problems of weeding and hoeing and planting, of fattening the hogs and breeding the cow, and he gave good advice for he had owned a small farm in south Georgia and two negroes.He knew his slaves were free now and the farm gone to weeds and seedling pines.His sister, his only relative, had moved to Texas with her husband years ago and he was alone in the world.Yet, none of these things seemed to bother him any more than the leg he had left in Virginia.
Yes, Will was a comfort to Scarlett after hard days when the negroes muttered and Suellen nagged and cried and Gerald asked too frequently where Ellen was. She could tell Will anything.She even told him of killing the Yankee and glowed with pride when he commented briefly:“Good work!”
Eventually all the family found their way to Will's room to air their troubles—even Mammy, who had at first been distant with him because he was not quality and had owned only two slaves.
When he was able to totter about the house, he turned his hands to weaving baskets of split oak and mending the furniture ruined by the Yankees. He was clever at whittling and Wade was constantly by his side, for he whittled out toys for him, the only toys the little boy had.With Will in the house, everyone felt safe in leaving Wade and the two babies while they went about their tasks, for he could care for them as deftly as Mammy and only Melly surpassed him at soothing the screaming black and white babies.
“You've been mighty good to me, Miss Scarlett,”he said,“and me a stranger and nothin'to you all. I've caused you a heap of trouble and worry and if it's all the same to you, I'm goin’to stay here and help you all with the work till I've paid you back some for your trouble.I can't ever pay it all,‘cause there ain’t no payment a man can give for his life.”
So he stayed and, gradually, unobtrusively, a large part of the burden of Tara shifted from Scarlett's shoulders to the bony shoulders of Will Benteen.
It was September and time to pick the cotton. Will Benteen sat on the front steps at Scarlett's feet in the pleasant sunshine of the early autumn afternoon and his flat voice went on and on languidly about the exorbitant costs of ginning the cotton at the new gin near Fayetteville.However, he had learned that day in Fayetteville that he could cut this expense a fourth by lending the horse and wagon for two weeks to the gin owner.He had delayed closing the bargain until he discussed it with Scarlett.
